no relation whatsoever with the title of this entry. i am just glad that i have this huge crush with this dude, that i knew, but never actually get the chance to talk to. it's not a crush, crush. it's more like a sense of "man, this blunt and bold dude actually exist without me having a sense of annoying being around him."
having someone so settle yet somehow come in apprecating how people don't go by the same standard. it somehow feels like a self relieve, in a way. ngga tau kenapa. dan beneran ngga ngerti kenapa i have been in awe and feel an immediate sense of comfortable, knowing i need not to try too hard, just to be around him. as we don't communicate except for some states of hello (and i don't need more than that). he seems settle, yet comes in full realization that unsettlement is the best way of learning things. which is pretty much how i've been making my path of carreer (so may called) last night. that somehow i have been so settled in doing what i do, i need to put things in question. i am somehow ready.
another question though, bugging me for the last two days: whether or not, he's okay.
so wen, how is he?
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