pinnacle

manusia tuh banyak banget yah maunya. udah dikasih banyak banget, udah bilang 'there's nothing more i could ask for in this whole wide world.' somehow, people could always something else to ask for..

pinnacle, is somehow a peak of something.i don't really quite get how 'pinnacle' differs with 'peak'.. the word itself reminds me more of pinapple, rather than the highest point of something. this friend of mine has achieved numerous achievement, it bothers me. not that i'm jealous or anything, we're living a different way of life, so there's no sense of wanting what he/she wants.i was just wondering if people could ever get enough.

i, somehow, told my friends that i'm not ambitious.i used identify myself as ambitious though. i chase things. things with recognition most of the times. and it got me tired somehow, cause all of a sudden i was defined on how people's recognition. not that it's bad, i just knew that if i kept on chasing people's opinion i could never get enough. so i finally tried to set my 'enough'.

i still love being recognized and acknowledged.it kinda shows how my being has been quite useful in the universe.i hate comparison though sometime it's totally inevitable. as inevitable as how i still survive my life on daily basis. it kills my friends if they ever know. meanwhile, i'm setting my pinnacle.it starts with a step and hopefully ends with a leap.

so here i go..