7 April 2008

my state of being

you know that thing in facebook in which you can put in what you're doing, how you're doing, the so-called status that you can update?nah gw pengen kayak begitu tapi ga public..
yes, i know my blog is a public space itself. but people choose to hear me out. so, at least you guys actually want to know how i'm doing. dan kalau mislanya berasa agak self centered, bear with me guys..
so as, the facebook update starts....

Rassi wishes she could turn back time.
Rassi is still missing her dearest one
Rassi wants to get over with thesis proposal thing, and actually starts with the core of her thesis
Rassi wish she could call someone without thinking the reasons and feeling awkward for calling. She wishes to not care of what other people (more likely what he) would think upon my call, because it's just a freaking phone call, darn it!!
Rassi knows it's her dad's birthday tomorrow, yet she hasn't prepare anything.
Rassi wishes God would let me know where he's taking my life.I know I should just surrender all, but it feels better knowing where to go.
Rassi feels it would be too much to ask God. I've been given too much, honestly saying. Man, we just don't stop asking, do we?


Rassi is concerned and scared of reminiscing.Going down the road, has been quite emotional, lately.
Rassi has been trying to drive her thoughts from the thing that she thinks quite often, but had never quite manage to do so.
Rassi is wondering why the heck she doesn't just say what she means. Like when she misses the talk with her best guyfriend. Why do I always refer him as someone??She doesn't think things are that bad. Yet, I haven't quite bluntly said it was him. Darn. Well, it's kinda obvious, isn't it?
Rassi wants to go to sleep.wake up and do whatever things she likes and get paid for doing so..
Rassi's feeling is more likely the same with the kind she had when she just started her exchange year. She just never know.
Rassi has been told about some great presidential candidate, yet he's 21.And she wonders if it could work..hehe
Rassi's refusing to go on her facebook and friendster account, because she knew it would grasp her time and mind toward something (or rather someone else's life)
Rassi has been planing for some relax and fun talk with Ninit at a pool of somebody's house with some wine sipping..hihi..That should do..
Rassi -today-wants to have a real professional life and a career to build, not just a job. It's more visible now.
Hhh.That feels better. Now, i need to something about all those update, people.
Starting with..a deep breath..



















2 comments:

Advanced International Economics at FEUI said...

rassi.. let's get drunk together

Unknown said...

Maybe you should try the new social network site that Ricky mention. It's called plurk.com. It's like Facebook but only has one feature that is the status thingy you mentioned. I find it convenient because I always change my status.