cuman, yah, gw bingung. mencari tujuan nge-blog. do i want to spill out every little part of me, here? but then if i rethink about that, then i would not have any so-called-private part that i would keep for my self or those who are close (not that i have that much now..)
then, if i want to keep it private, i should have just own a journal (which i have) that i keep for myself (which i did)..rather than puting it on a blog thus almost everybody, who are lucky enough to know that this blog exist could access it, and pretty much now all the joy and gloom of our dear ms.rassi narika
so why do i even bother to have a blog??
well, i worked it out.in a way.
the whole close to fiasco happened with my life(try to figure out why my blog's been very gloomy lately?)
getting chances to go back to my family in the states.
thesis writing that i started out with my 170% excitement, yet my sporadic way of thinking keep me from reaching out for the deadlines..
my uncle passing away in the midst of it all..
well, it's a good outlet.as i try to catch up with my thesis deadline, i go online, and bug people's friendster or facebook account cause mine is simply boring (no comments for the last month)
,writing and whining in this blog released a part of me.
i got to let go, and people could actually know and they might be inspired .or so i wish.
or people could actually know, and they could feel bad for me, then they would be nicer the next time they see me, cause they know i've been through a lot.
or people might just get sick of my blog and myself for the endless whine and complaints.
i get sick myself.so,i understand if you do that.but please don't hate me.well, pretend that you don't hate me the next time we meet. that would be helpful.
darn, i still need to structurize my way of thinking and organizing theories if i still want to catch up the deadlines..there's a good word of saying this.impulsive.yay, yet another justification.
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