lenient

i'm not at home now. again. for another 5 days. i know i've started working and have been doing this so called volunteering for the last couple of years - taking part in almost each activity that they might offer. but now that i start working, it's a place to run in a way from all this routine of surviving in a post-graduate syndrome.

but i kinda like my job. it's not stressful yet i know how my being help. so i woke up this morning, having a 3hours of sleep after looking after 4 little 16 years old kids. thinking that skipping office would be an option, but then again, i better not. i have a paper need to be proposed on monday, so i better work that out.

but well, the office seems to be rather sleepy. i was an hour late. everybody was doing some company visit, and an old friend of mine was online. and i couldn't find an excuse no to bug him. so i poked him out.

we have this weird friendship. somehow, i know i haven't had any similarities but the fact that we were in the same year. and now, that we have a pinpoint friend who pretty much bugs his thought every now and then. unfortunately she's my best friend. he knows. she knows. i'm pretty much trapped.

well, this friend of mine is seriously one of a kind. had i not know him, i doubt i'd have such a rich view upon things. -the same thing actually applies to most of my friend, but i would have no access to have this kind of friend elsewhere-.he rambles a lot. which gives little help everytime we need to fix his issues upon my other friends, because he would go here and there, with analogies (and not telling that his stories were connected with how things are, and me being practical as i am, wouldn't have a clue).

then, come up this supernova. our so-called placed that we might stay without caring the outer world. and the heck to the universe. and i remember this talk i had with my best friend, the one that interconnects us. we were selecting a bunch of people that we would choose to stay with us in our own lenient place. people who would have the same standard of living, most likely different view upon things and the way we absorb things, yet we have an ideal traits. some probably with ambition, it doesn't hurt. you just need to humanize it. we would have our own country and our own president. we'd work things out cause we've been working together for ages, and we don't have to yell to let people work. they would work or share thoughts or apply their ideas because it would make them live - it would give them money in the end, but first and foremost, it makes us alive.leniently alive.

lenient. he likes that word.
we'll talk some more, nan. ym helps to keep us in tracks with our ramblings here and there. meeting in person would be fun, but i doubt we'd be as productive.